"Our relationship is... new," Florida answers. "And I don't want to carry this guilt. I want the option to tell her and to know that she'd care. Because I..."

He wants to die someday. He knows his training won't allow it, except with her. He's certain he can have it from her. And only from Lou.

"Anyway, it sort of... hurt. It's stupid. More than stupid. But it is what it is. The other issue is her... friends."